You aren't alone and there are options for you. I am sorry you have felt this way so long and had to deal with cruel people. Though all of us have something we were teased about or felt insecure about....it never is easy to overcome. I have a feeling from just reading your brief introduction that you are very bright and wonderful individual.
I would recommend seeking an opinion from an experienced specialist. You can look over the physician's list on this site and/or contact me via email and I can help you get in touch with experts in the field. Also, take advantage of the ask the expert area on the main page of this site. The gift these specialists give our families is invaluable. If you have any trouble let me know.
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