i guess i have to go thruough the grieving process and get my daughter to the right medical treatment as soon as possible.
And also learning to accept the reality that this is it!! i gotta be comfortable with the gal that i just gave birth not long ago.
And yet its gonna take time. It is difficult for me to express this grief too depp with my husband cos my husband is a confident and optimistic guy. He just told me that she is going to seek medical attention and make sure we do it early so that she will not have much memory of it.
Now the thought of having another baby is scary..i am too afraid that I will not be abke to handle the next baby if also have the same case...
Thank you all of you for your cares and advices. and hearing me out.. even in my griefing period.