I understand how you feel. Like you when my daughter's showed up I was searching the Internet going nuts, looking at pics and I had myself crazy. Don't do that to yourself. Seriously. You will be a mess. Keep doing research so you have your background on it all and just try to take everything slow. I know it's hard. Good luck. Hugs!
Deep hemangioma on left eyebrow towards nose
Started propanolol Feb. 11th, 2010
Off of propanolol aprox. June 2011
Takes 3 doses per day at 1.3ml
2nd Weaning of prop. not a success back on it March 22. Only one dose of 1.3ml now Baby girl is 19 months old Did Timolol gel for awhile, stopped, & back on - 4 years old. Off of Timolol -doesn't seem to be doing anything. At this point we have surgery scheduled for April