the birthmark bothers me so much
I am a 23year young man with a gaint birthmark on my body(from left waist to left thigh),about 500 square centimeter~~~~~my life is kind of in the misery and begin to have seriouse psychological problems, anxiety ,feel frustrated all the time , cannot cheer up...i always try to cover it , donot dear to swim ,to take parties,to get close to girls....everything in my life just mess up and i can not help myself out. i asked the doctors ,they said they may remove it with laser but the expenditure is too high for me to afford.
i really donot know how to deal with it , and i sometimes lose the hope of surviving in this world, am i too pessimism? hope can make some friends here who may experiencing the same worse situation with me......